Fathia Izzati- the cute girl I'll never get over (playlist, opinion, etc.)

Kittendust · 18 /something different/

I literary dunno why I am so obsess with this girl, specifically, the TEENAGE HER!!

I have been doing this activity since 2019, gathering the crumbs of her past.. I knew her around 2016 from youtube, but I was never ever interested in gathering all her information like I do now. I never realized that I was obsessed with her. Yes, I listen to her song cover occasionally.. but the feeling to keep all about her in place is never as strong as now... I think my obsession all started after she had her own band and she privated almost all of her videos one by one. I feel like losing my memories of a person I relate to and adore a lot. That feeling scares me.

Back then, her content was so available, because she was just a lonely teenage girl who longed for recognition.. she wanna be seen and be understood. now, her present online is no longer naive and authentic and I feel sad.. extremely sad about that.. 

hence, I started to collect and repost all the stuff I could find about her

starting from Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/kittendust
YouTube archived videos (i post them to my account) www.youtube.com/@chaosjelly106

 

Blogpost..http://catdust.blogspot.com/
even Tumblr.. https://hipteen.tumblr.com/archive

older:https://crystalcunt-blog.tumblr.com/

(tbh, I don't remember how I found her blog and tumblr.. I think it's pure luck, you know...) 

btw... I found her old Twitter, but unfortunately, it's private... https://twitter.com/kittendust

I am not interested in her current Twitter. (or even youtube :/ )

now, that she is a professional singer.. I feel less related to her.. I still love her tho.. but I really cannot get my head out of her teenage era. which is why... it feels even sadder because it proves that what I actually love, is not her.. but the memories of her. this low-key feels like I'm dealing with my ex's memories. 

below are photos I found from her Facebook accounts. (she has few accounts, hahah) 

here

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