Writing a blog
I write a blog mainly when I feel nostalgic about something, especially about Fathia Izatti, aka Kittendust. I am unable to let go of the past. I feel like I have so many things I haven't done or finished in those years.. like.. I haven't been able to process that 2016 was 8 years ago... how the heck.. is it because there are things that I promised myself but didn't fulfill, so I failed to move on??
or I just envy people's past?
bcs, all I have in the past are just pain.
i wanted to forget everything of my past..
the abusive household i grew up with..
the love that I failed to obtain...
the failure that i had...
I never had people to talk to about my feelings, and I tied my identity to Fathia Izzati.. a sullen adult who was quirky and fun. but now she had crafted a new persona, which I don't feel connected to...
what should I do??
I wanna preserve her, the old her...
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