Screentime

I dont feel really well... ughh.. more likely, i feel like I wanna throw up.. too much screen time for today I guess.. gonna die. recently I read an article saying that by 2030, half of the population will be near-sighted.  i think it's fuckin true and possible. people now stay indoors and always glued to screen. how can you possibly not be myopic??? 

I also need glasses this year bcs of the excessive use of phone and laptop. writing paper and all other stuff are so funn.

plus, i've recently spent time scrolling on tumblr.. to be precise, on fathia's tumblr 🤡🤡 I am quite behind when it comes to social media trends.. like, i had fb when it was 2013, and insta in 2016.. i never be on twitter or tumblr.. or other social media before.. it's still the same even now. I people r using tiktok and insta threads now.. but I just cannot bring myself to visit those app.. 

So why do I visit tumblr and blog now? First, something about Fathia that is so addicting.  (Or maybe it's just me who is bored and want to procrastinate so I turn to her tumblr and blog 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️) second, posting on blog feels alot more private.. I can rant as long as I want.. and people wont have the chance to judge me becuz they wont have the time to read these big ass paragraphs, but if you do, it means you care. 😊 thanks!

Another thing that makes me hate to visit insta is becuz.. people i know,, all of them just post nice picts and the successful side of their life.. studying or traveling to new countries, getting married, getting a car, getting a house, getting pregnant, getting a new job.. to go there and see how people having the best life make me even sadder.. I want to disappear... it's not like I'm having quater life crisis tho.. i've been like thiss for 6 or 7 years.. I feel bitter and unfixable.. I know I cannot wait for someone to save me... I know I should change.. oh god.. I cannot imagine myself waste another decade rotting like this while people live their life .. shit❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

 ps. I'm seeing insta as tumblr but less depress. but i dont really scrollin insta.  pinterest is much more fun. lol,  a whole new world.. everythin is so artsy and pleasant to the eye :))))

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